While My Heart Breaks

While my heart breaks, I sing songs

My way of screaming out the pain

It’s how I break the silence of your absence

It’s how I want to be heard by the angels

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While my heart breaks, I eat and sleep

With all my might, I get up every morning

Start my day and live while I long for you

With all my might, I rise above this heartache

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While my heart breaks, I write

Poems, prayers and everything in between

I spell your name on a paper

Write good things that start with each letter

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While my heart breaks, I speak

I speak to people who know what I’m going through

Just some moments spent with them make so much difference

Everybody needs somebody during tough times

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While my heart breaks, I reflect

Everything happens for a reason

There is always something to learn

That there is a gift hidden deeply in this experience

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While my heart breaks…

While my heart breaks…

I love you from the core of my being

My beloved