A code review doesn’t have to be just a process, a task to be checked off. When human nature is involved, how you go about achieving results can matter just as much, if not more than, the results themselves.
You have to come to terms with the idea that, just because you’re excited about something, doesn’t mean that it’s an idea or a dream you should pursue. Not unless it really aligns with who you are and what you want.
Not everyone is cut out to be an engineer or programmer.