Loving someone who didn’t love me back.
They say if you love something let it go. Well letting go was the easy part, loving you was the hard. Only because I was the only one who loved, i was the only one who cried, and I was the only one left broken. Those little moments those little things make me reminisce. The music makes me sick to my stomach.
I thought I was crazy, but I was for loving someone who didn’t love me back. I was crazy for begging and looking stupid. I was crazy for those tears you didn’t even see not feel. Love is suppose to be an amazing thing but my love ruined me. I know you cared but you didn’t care enough and you left. You had no care about my feelings or how I was doing you just cared about yourself. Those lonely nights crying myself to sleep and you were probably sleeping like a baby. Those sweet words you said just to make me happy, just so you were. It’s a sad thing because a piece of you will always be with me, but you don’t have that piece anymore.
Your different, or at least from what you showed me. One day I’m gonna find someone to fix those broken pieces that you left. Someone to say the word love to me and mean it. Someone to wipe those tears away when I’m upset. I hope one day you find that love that you think is good enough and I hope she makes you as happy as you made me. But right now drinking, girls, and selfishness is you. And well me I have to find that.
