holy wow, rachel, i’m so sorry you didn’t get the response and help you really deserved. i hope against hope you are getting it now. i live with multiple mental illnesses and wouldn’t be here without proper treatment. i only get what i need because i’m surrounded by people who love me and know that i need it. in a perfect world everyone would know that and understand it. (a lot of people seem to “get it” about physical illness. many less catch on about mental illness.) much love.