SO IT GOES
I’m most vulnerable in the morning
And today is no exception
It’s always one or the other
My heart is racing because my mind keeps replaying the morning where I rolled over to hug you
And you weren’t there
I opened my eyes and found you standing over me
With my journal
My journal that you took out of my book bag and decided to read
Over and over throughout the night
While I slept thinking you were next to me..
And then there is me waking up feeling like a fish out of water trying to breathe
Still being able to feel your hands around my neck trying to escape
This one is the worst because it carries on throughout the day
The shakes
The wonders of who’s around and WHY they are around
I know they are harmless and they are not you but the feeling is there it doesn’t go away
This is my unfortunate journey..
And In the words my my favorite author
So it goes..
I’m most vulnerable in the morning and today was no different