Sunrise Reflection 4 — languidly waking up to a stench from myself remembering i need/gotta/got 2/have ta live forgetting my watery dreams i hate when the sun beats me — up i despise cheap clothing that hasn’t been beat up i’m itching my reddened back-of-the-neck am i saying anything — worthwhile? am i worthwhile? ha 🤩 there’s something melancholic about vivid dreaming i get so much emotionally invested into them my chiseled frame is a sign of my dedication and commitment to my health work is ongoing

Sunrise Reflection 3 — the guilt is here when you snooze beyond your snooze this morning my zipping dreams roped me under, longer i wonder if we, e.g. neighbors, old school pales, are still friends some.where.else. r from somewhere — (too) isn’t the greatest peace ‘respecting space’ why do e/motion.ally …

Sunrise Reflection 2 my minds are lightly stormy, and kinda unsure my body’s active with aches the day is young and my soul leaps, leaping, at — i guess — nothing- ness. i feel stuck. activity can cure much. writing is such. running can (but my running shoes have been trashed). walking’s great…

I was laying down in bed, craving carbs, and what popped into my head was ‘streaming services,’ that of Netflix, Hulu, SHOWTIME, ya — Apple TV+ and, i thought, why do i show no — (actually) — interest in subscribing to these modes / mediums of entertainment? but i wonder… but i propose? — Americaning — binge-watching it’s consumption… so i thought, this is/must be “GLUTTONY”… right? it’s Art, though…

Sunrise Reflection 1 — “For the things we have to learn before we can do them, we learn by doing them.” ― Aristotle, The Nicomachean Ethics how can we organize our e-motions? this would be systemized. how can we be a vessel? — of light, of love, of life. is everything we know and are about #gettingBETTER? how is our “Fitness?” why not fully immerse? what goes into Trust? all that is without, is within.

Sunrise Reflection 0 — i wake up at 8:00, regularly late, with scathing notes left in the open to pierce me trauma bonding is an interesting topic stimulations are too simulations, huh, ya, too too how much do our bubbles rule us? what’s real energy? putting intellect into tangibles, who’s smooth nowadays? isn’t being. nice. a high virtue? to break frustration is what is. the world’s a code the sun will never change. so, (thus) let there be light. !

how must i distinguish myself? o — constant, constantly, ‘oddly…’ you will uWILL — u can overcome yourself and you’ll empower, im-power, allow your Will to become crooked and it shall slant. Life only only! is Power — or — also ENERGY — charge your batteries! STRENGTHin thyself! The Law…

i pray i prayy that i that i — dye preying for love praying for cutting joy i wish no longer to be dirty, or muddied, or self-determinedly sinful… my being feels this when without is an agitation i reach i reach i reap the deepness, the deepest presence with devils and…

how ya doin’? what is forever — anyway? time ticks things click we spin i’m finished.