To the boy who messed with my feelings

I still think about you sometimes, but I now realize that you were never good for me and that I cant keep holding on to someone who didn’t want me from the start. I tried my hardest to be someone you wanted to be with and did everything I could possibly do to make you happy , I guess at first everything was going well but then there came a time when u stopped trying and would always make an excuse on how you “ couldn’t do it anymore because you weren’t emotionally stable “ and I understood that u had to do what was best for yourself . Just to find out two days later that u went back to your ex , I was hurt inside and there were many nights I stayed awake wondering and asking myself what I did wrong and I even cried over you a few times , a few days later you came running back asking for me to forgive you and even tho it was stupid of me I did it anyway . Everything was going good for awhile and then you used the same excuse you did the first time and that was when I realized that I was just a temporary person for you and you only wanted me when you needed someone or had no one there for you . All you were doing was messing with my feelings from the start and in the end the truth came out as you sat there and told me you didn’t want me …

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In the end I was only hurting myself so i’m writing this to tell you that i’m finally over you and although sometimes I still think of what we could’ve been I don’t want you back . I don’t hate you but I don’t like you either and I hope for the best in life for you but I also hope that you changed and that the next girl you get involved with you don’t mess with her feelings so much that shes lying in her bed at night asking herself what she did wrong , and I hope you treat her how she should be treated ! So this is goodbye and i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted .

Love,

The Girl who gave you her all but still wasn’t enough ❤