Finding Love Again — with a Woman

Delphene
1 min readFeb 13, 2020

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I miss you. I want to kiss you.

I’m falling. I have fallen. No regrets. If it ends tomorrow, I regret nothing. I am grateful.

There are always strings. The strings change form. How I work with them is different now. I am capable of holding more containers of love and shades of grey than ever before.

I went for a 2-mile walk yesterday to clear my head. I could have walked for days. You sent a song that left me in tears and speechless. To know those lyrics reflected her feelings and thoughts touches my heart. The crescent moon held my back as I walked.

The way she touches my waist makes me feel different from other women she hugged or caressed, even if I am not. Thank you. If today was the last day of my life, I am grateful. I am thankful I dared to open myself to love and intimacy again.

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Delphene

Late 40’s, self-development guru, lesbian, working through the world of homophobia and love.