Nows and forevers

I don’t like thinking about the nows. Now is so dead. So terminal. Now ends with you stuck inside it. It traps you.

I like thinking about the forevers though. All the space that’s ours and will never be filled. All of the light out there so abundant that darkness doesn’t stand a chance. I’m so imperfect in the now, but thinking of forevers give me hope that maybe at some point me and all my brokenness will be fixed with the elixir of eternities.