38/300: Complete this thought: “I wish an alarm would notify me whenever…”
…i turned down a valuable opportunity. or even just an invite to something i would have enjoyed.
i get hung up on getting enough sleep and having enough “me” time to the point where i’ll turn people down more often than i should when they invite me to do something. of course, when i do say yes, i almost always have a good time.
i guess it’s the struggle of being a semi-extroverted introvert. where is the line between doing what’s comfortable and comes naturally versus stepping out of my comfort zone? like i said, so many times when i do go out with friends or go to an event, i have a great time. but there are also many, many nights where i stay home and i am completely at peace and satisfied with that decision.
i suppose it’s always contextual and every single time is different. still, having a little alarm that notified me when i’m about to turn down a particularly good opportunity would be a godsend.
for now i’ll do my best to just trust myself. sometimes it’s worth it, sometimes it’s not, but i do think i could stand to get out a little more. there are cool people doing cool things out there, and i would love to be a part of it all.
but for real, though: shout out to my fellow introverted extroverts. we out here (sometimes).