Random thoughts

You know, sometimes too much attention makes me tired. When somebody is always there for you, misses you and loves you… I think everyone would be happy to know it. But my case is different. I just feel that I am not able to return their love in the way they want it. Deep inside me, there are borders that I can’t crush. Just imagine a big castle, cold, old, mouldy walls and I am there all alone. I don’t feel sad or lonely, I feel nothing. It’s just a big empty castle. And there is the rain coming again…