WhatamIdoinghere.

Of all the lies
I have ever convinced myself
were solid ground,

I have fallen through you the hardest,
a false bottomed half truth that caved in on me
the moment I stopped watching where I stepped.

I can not be helped in this case,
I am a master self manipulator and
you are a white lie I have told so many times
that I have forgotten which parts of you I created.