Don’t Run Away From Emotions
It can be very hard and drying trying to avoid core feelings that everyone has. The sadness and happiness I knew them at least how they act . I can very happy and also very sad and miserable sometimes.
But at event of this week when a poor-minded person , said him ignorant it would not be the case.
With no fucking reason he made laugh of my English skills and my well practiced English in all of its skills: writing, speaking , listening and grammar. Also he showed jealousy of my coding skills.
I made myself very very angry for that stupid behavior , and so I release that emotion that in many cases is the core of wars. And like I observed a war where the EGO is the fuhrer and myself is the allies.
For a long time I was not feeling anger , I forget how the secret sauce was like , I forget that feeling that Kratos had when he killed a lot of traitors in his path, and found nothing at the end.
But now , is coming often and thanks to my mindfulness practice I could see it with no judgment and discover the healing properties that gives a proper attention to the feelings.
I think that realizing this step is going to show to my near environment a new me , a new Carlos , a new man , a new person , a new human being.
When the anger goes, comes the understanding and healing for equals.
And I was not able of understand the result of the action that that inferior person trowed at me if I don’t quit and end with some activities.
Like I was saying to myself , CODING AND LETTERS means to me saviors.
With coding I can focus on the most challenging details and with letters I can give myself education , joy , anger , sadness , empathy , values , teachings , learning , improving and infinite focus and attention to thrive in all the moments of the wonderful but hurtful opera that life is.
Never run away of your feelings , they are only fears that need to be listened and comprehend.
Like Carl Jung said: “You don’t reach the light if you don’t touch the most profound darkness first”.
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