What if I don’t write…
I must now ask myself a question. What happens if I don’t write everyday? By this I mean, what happens if I miss a day of writing? It has been 5 days since I last wrote.
Honestly, I don’t know.
Obviously I can’t go back in time and write on those day. If I could I would, but I can’t. Also I don’t feel like it would be fair to make up those days and write something for them. The point of me publishing here everyday it to record every day. But it’s more than that. By publishing everyday, I have a record of what I was thinking about, how I felt on that day, what I was like on that day. Sure, I can’t change much from day to day, because the change happens slowly. But if I go back and write something days later, the change is larger. What may not be apparent on the scale of a day might be huge over five.
So I won’t be going back to write, yet I feel the need to do something. I don;t know what that is. But I do know that I don’t want this to happen again. Any ideas?