Rivers of Hades; Rivers of Defeatism: Realizing the Entanglement of My Climate Anxiety and Addiction

I’m not a smoker. At least, I like to think I’m not. But if I’m being honest, with myself or otherwise, my cigarette smoking has begun to spiral out of control. I recently went on a 3 month long backpacking trip, and it was truly an incredible experience during which I made lifelong friends that I will cherish forever. I can imagine how perfect it all looked from Instagram. But the…