Caterina’s Confessions: No guy wants to eat my cunt

I’m emotional because no guy wants to eat my cunt. I can;t even explain how lonely I’m feeling right now. It’s actually embarassing.

I’m 21 and I have no life, and they say my whole life is ahead of me. I’ve been talking to Jesus but the silence is making me sadder. It’s like He doesn’t want to talk to me. I don’t know what to do or say. I confess my sins daily.

Right now what I’m feeling is back pain from my menses, a sharp throbbing pain in my skull, the soreness of my vagina, the deepest ache of loneliness in my chest.

I actually only want a guy to massage me and eat me out. Is that bad? I feel so undesirable. And worthless.


I just want to stop being human and be one with the stars.

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