You are a great writer, and person Stella J. I too, got into funks, or the funk got me. I take anti funk medications, and I tell you, it really helps! Its a myth that anti depressant medications numb you, that is not true at all. What they do is help you from crawling into that cozy hole. You still feel mad, bad, happy, everything. Please consider trying anti funk medications. You will feel better, and other things too.