I am Caty❤️ I am a published author, poetry writer, romance writer, blogger, Jesus lover, mental illness advocate, and chronic illness advocate💜💖
I am broken.
I am lost.
I have no clue who I am anymore.
My body and my emotions are like a vase.
With beautiful art on the outside,
****trigger warning: talks about abuse and rape***
But also talks about healing from it.
Breaks my heart.
What do you do?
After all the pain,
After all the diagnoses,
How do you go on?
I’m not okay
I’m not okay,
So I am not going to pretend to be.
I’m not going to fake smile,
And act like everything is okay,
When it’s not.
Fibromyalgia Is Killing Me
***trigger warning: talk about depression, suicidal thoughts, death, fibromyalgia, and has cursing***
Is never ending.
Depression comes and goes.
I’m tired of:
Physically being in pain all the time,
Feeling down due to pain,
Being exhausted all the time,
And not having a life.