Matt Saunders, CEO and founder of Charity Box, is on a mission. But it hasn’t always been so clear.
In 2009, Matt struck out as a freelance web designer and developer for the first time. He was young and motivated by what draws many to this path — the prospect of freedom. “I didn’t want to have a boss,” he admits. “I wanted control over my time. I didn’t realise at the time that you need more than that. I didn’t get that if you’re going to step out of someone else’s car, you need an idea of where you’re…
And I say to myself:
a moon will rise
from my darkness.
— MAHMOUD DARWISH
Hope is what remains in Pandora’s box after, despite Zeus warning her not to, she succumbs to her curiosity and lifts the lid.
Opening the box unleashes all the evils into the world: hate, greed, envy, war, poverty, death… But as she realizes what she’s done and slams the lid shut, hope is caught. Hope, says the myth, is left for humans to weather what has been unleashed, a bulwark against all the negative and horrible experiences they will now have to face.
Where can I be / That I will not find loss?
- Miguel Hernandez
Early in lockdown, when the bookshops and libraries were shut, I ordered a small stack of used books online. Like many, I was looking for entertainment and distraction. Art can be a great escape from the serious business of life.
Yet somehow within my selection, I picked up The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion — a non-fiction account of the fragmented moments and memories that made up the year following husband John Gregory Dunne’s sudden death. …
A few weeks ago I cycled to Tower Bridge in London along canal paths and through pretty parks. It has been a funny time to get to know a new place. With tourists and many temporary residents long gone, it feels like a town rather than a world city. And yet the character is still there — perhaps even more visible when stripped back.
I’ve gotten to know the city in solitude, from the periphery, as I’ve watched mutual aid networks spring up in WhatsApp groups, peaceful protests sweep into the green, and groups of families, guitarists, acrobats, and tai-chi…
“This awful catastrophe is not the end but the beginning. History does not end so. It is the way its chapters open.”
— St. Augustine
On my last essential trip in to central London, Oxford Circus felt like a small town. The tube was quiet, and not only in terms of numbers. Londoners may be notorious for making no eye contact and pretending no one in the crowd exists, but the silence that descended was eerie. There were no tourists trying to figure out which stop to get out at. No folks in suits talking about the strategy for their…
When my partner and I bought our first house, I thought that was it. For the first time in my adult life, I was settled.
Up until that point, I had moved almost every year for fifteen years as I changed universities, studied abroad, completed internships and jobs, went to graduate school, and relocated overseas. Throughout these moves, I traveled light. Now, I wanted to stay awhile.
I said goodbye to arguments with bad landlords nickel-and-diming me over pre-existing minor stains. I left behind the Ikea furniture, the black plastic couch too short to stretch out on for a decent…
The lookout wasn’t visible from the path because you had to go up a few steps to reach a kind of landing. A fellow hiker had arrived first and came bounding down the steps, telling me to close my eyes. Taking me by the hand, he slowly led me up and walked me to the cliff edge.
I opened my eyes to look out onto… fog. Thick, grey, accumulating fog obscuring any hope of a view to the lush, green, flooded valley below. I couldn’t help but laugh.
“It’s a metaphor,” the traveler said to me as we watched the…
“When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you.”
— Tegan and Sara
You send a meme to that cute girl you’ve been on a few dates with that reminds you of a conversation you had. You know it’s received because you see the two grey ticks. But it goes unread.
Your colleague asks if you want to grab a drink after work, but you’re so swamped. You snap at them, saying it must be nice to have the time for that, but you just don’t.
Your little boy runs up…
“Shoes off! Give ’em here. There’re no shoes for the next four days.”
It’s Christmas Eve. I try to imagine my nieces and nephews in Toronto at this moment, gathered around a tree full of sparkling lights, snowflakes suspended in cold currents outside, while I’m slathering on the highest SPF I could find from a Panamanian pharmacy. I remove my Havaianas and add them to the pile on the dock.
“No shoes, no showers, no wifi,” captain André reaffirms, bouncing from dock to boat. He’s already barefoot, wearing baggy shorts and a half-open shirt over a well-tanned, tall frame. “Only…
I just wrote a story about frozen peas and their anthropomorphized journey from the frozen tundra of their bag to an inexplicably warming black sea. I have no idea where it came from. I don’t like peas. I don’t remember the last time I ate a pea. I don’t have peas in my house. I don’t even, at present, own a freezer.
It was an exercise in freewriting where I told myself to write whatever popped into my head. There was no prompt and a bag of frozen peas is what came to mind. (How weird is consciousness?) The resulting…