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It’s past 2am. I’m pimple-laden and homework-fettered. I feel as if I want to extricate myself from life. I’m even starting to think that I’ve hit rockbottom. They say the only way we can go is up, but in all actuality, we can stay down too. This is just the start, you know? What’s to come is going to be nightmarish. I’m hanging on by a thread and I don’t know what to do. I’m so far from God that I can’t feel Him anymore and I’m so, so scared.