devotion, passion, love, yearning, infatuation, attachment, amorousness…

The title is a direct quote from the story I’m reading on Wattpad now, called In the Eye of the Storm (this is a sequel to the first part, Storm & Silence). I love it. I really do. I’ve waited many, many chapters for their love to finally explode and having reached it, I am both ecstatic and terribly entranced. Bless the writer. He makes minuscule grammar and vocabulary mistakes occasionally, but I can live with it.

I may or may not have been influenced by my raging hormones (period woes), but I felt poignant reading it.

I’m a little bit of an oddball. I say this because whenever I watch or read romantic movies and books, I cry out of sheer emotions. I would just feel so overwhelmed by the happy ending that I automatically burst out in a flurry of tears. Or sometimes I would be crying because I feel like my love will never be as beautiful as theirs. (Our Times made me cry throughout because of the latter HAHA).

I guess it’s sort of a relief for me, since I don’t like people to see me cry. Despite that, I cried a lot during Ming & Pris’ wedding yesterday. They’re so adorable. I love weddings.

Haha this post is a mess. I just needed to get it all out. Today has been such an emotional day for me. I’m mentally drained.

Curse you, unavoidable force of nature.

I need to be myself again. (And be able to control my diet)

p/s: I just watched a video about babies being born addicted to drugs. My heart broke.