Complicated wants of a Simple girl !!

“Why do you always have to be so confused and complicated !? Why can’t you just accept this the way it is !? Why do you have to keep comparing everything !?”

All these questions and more… Made her wonder if her wants were really complicated or if the concept of old school romance was never going to be her piece of cake…

Beneath an ambitious career oriented persona, a hopeless romantic heart had simple wants… Beneath the mask of a tough, practical 21st century woman there was a fragile heart, waiting to be loved… Maybe she was an old school when it came to romance… But that was all she ever wanted…

She dreamt of long walks, never ending pour thy heart out conversations, late night remembrances, a cup of coffee and music with her loved one…

She wished for someone who would curiously read the book of her life, slowly unfolding every unread chapter…

But Oh !! Wishing for a best friend in a lover was really complicated…

Holding her hand publicly with pride in his eye, happily accepting her in front of the world, pouring over his love for her socially, being touted as love birds or making her his top most priority was maybe more complicated than how simple it seemed to be…

Words of love; acceptance and appreciation, meaningful and deep conversations, little cards, flowers, chocolates, movies, song dedications, balloons, singing together, drives, late night conversations, valuing little acts of love, cooking for each other, pampering massages, handwritten letters expressing love, a text as simple as — I was reading this / I was seeing this and it reminded me of you..

Something unforgettable like — I brought something for you without any occasion just because I wanted to make you smile… or maybe something as simple as her man wanting to spend some quality time together and alone with her…

Maybe Yes…Wanting such an old school romance was actually a complicated thing…

All she wanted was memories and moments of love and togetherness and something as simple as 100% from someone…Tiny gestures could really take up the biggest love filled space in her heart…

Maybe those were the Complicated wants of a Simple girl…

But in a world where now romance meant online chatting and video calls, keeping a count of things done for each other, and Saturday nights meant parties, love being valued through branded gifts, amount of money spent on each other, larger than life gestures, monetary and social statuses…

How would someone understand her Simple Needs…

Those were her Simple wants in a Complicated world…
Ahh the essence of Small Little Things…Small Little Gestures !!
How would this Calculative and Complicated world ever Understand !!

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