I’ve done the same thing. I started a blog when my family and I moved to Shanghai in 2007. First family and friends loved it. Then strangers loved it. And I stopped posting to it. People liking what I wrote totally paralyzed me. I am new to Medium. I have 4 followers. I’ll try not to obsess about it this time and just go with the flow. Posts like this are helpful, so thanks. I read another helpful post the other day that was along similar lines. Cross training your brain can help the creative process. If you’re struggling to find inspiration in writing, pursue another creative endeavor. I haven’t written for 4 years. The past few weeks I’ve been renovating my bathroom. All of a sudden I’m writing again. I don’t think it’s a coincidence. Happy writing.