在2019年之前,耶穌的死亡和救贖從未感動過我。

Charis Hung
Nov 3 · 4 min read
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有時,我都會覺得自己好奇怪。

當初信耶穌,因為上帝竟然能無條件愛我而大受感動,對於我這個一直不得不付出才能獲得愛和看重的人來說這是件無比震撼和釋放的事情。
後來返教會,在每個領聖餐和復活節或周會思考上帝的死亡和救贖時,眼見身邊有弟兄姊妹被受感動甚至流出眼淚,我一直都很困惑。
因為我對這件事一直無感。

於是只能不斷思考我到底哪裡有毛病。
是不是我不夠專心?是不是我沒有完全投入?是不是我未夠愛主?
終於某一年(講緊已經讀大學,而信主係初中嘅事),我忍不住對傳道人講了這樣的狀況。…

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