致擁有焦慮母親的你

Charis Hung
Sep 5, 2018 · 6 min read

很多人問我:「究竟你和母親有甚麼問題?」我總是無言以對。

有很多話可以講,卻有更多話不知道怎麼講。
然後朋友總婉惜說:「你還小,長大以後情況就會不同了。你會明白、體諒媽媽多一點。你會學懂怎麼去愛。」這個答案我從十多歲聽到廿多歲,而對於母親,我只有愈來愈想掩臉不看、不理。
對於愛,我只有愈來愈懷疑,這樣的東西是否真的存在我心。
於是我想,也許我還年輕,雖然疼痛始終如此實在。

然後,我害怕母親節就像獨撚害怕情人節一樣,閃得我有點痛,但母親節比情人節更恐怖,因為很多人在最後總喜歡教導勸誡:好好珍惜你的母親。

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    Charis Hung

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