Here is a story on medium.com that I just read and that you might find interesting.
I finally left Christianity when I learned my pastor was banging his secretary and stealing money.blog.heartsupport.com
It is by Ben Sledge was (and still is) a skeptic and spent most of his late teen years and twenties as an agnostic who studied major world religions and science. To this day, he still loves the work of Christopher Hitchens despite having found faith. He is a wounded combat veteran with tours in Afghanistan and Iraq and is a recipient of the Bronze Star and Purple Heart for his actions overseas. He often travels around the country speaking on a variety of topics. His past speaking engagements have ranged from churches, schools, organizations, businesses, to even the United States Joint Special Operations Command (JSOC) .
Give it a look and tell me what you think.