In Search of A̶d̶r̶e̶n̶a̶l̶i̶n̶e̶ Flow
It seems like a desire to die, but maybe it’s just a desire to perform?
You could say I’m a bit of an adrenaline junkie. I love finding something exhilarating and scary enough that I’m nervous and then doing it.
It’s two fold really, first, you overcome something new that is exciting. Second, this whole search for the adrenaline rush is really for fun but also results in a flow state.
Flow state means better productivity. So sure it might be sort of close to death, but it’s fun and usually results in extra creativity…