I am an emotional, sensitive and needy person.
I am someone who needs to be constantly reminded that they are loved and wanted.
Without those reminders, even from one person, I feel lost, unimportant, and I start to go back to my dark place.
The only way I stay away from that place is if people show their affection for me.
Walking into a room full of people and having no one saying hi to me, hug or even slightly acknowledging me will send me into those places and feelings I try to avoid.
Having someone who I love and care about not talk to me for days will crush me. I feel so upset and confused that I would rather stab myself a million times then deal with the pain of not having that person talk to me.