…ound myself wishing that I’d get hit by a bus on the way into work and it would all be over for me. I’d tell myself that at least that way I wasn’t being selfish and it would just be an accident.Stop avoiding pain.3141Jed ReisnerCheney MeaghanFollowSep 8, 2018 · 1 min readI have this exact thought all the time.. too much of the time.