Your caretaker was (and still is) a big fat sinner. That’s why he can help you see through the darkness in your heart.
I searched (and am still searching) for landmarks to guide my science. One beautiful moment came when I spoke to Soumya Raychaudhuri by Skype. I told him how movingly beautiful the rare mutations in CFH and C9 were. And that later on were proven to be real. And that all these years, I did not see a single false positive from him.
He told me “I try.”
I found my guiding landmarks in Soumya, Paul, Kari Stefansson, John Todd, Cisca, Ines, Cecilia, Kristen, and many more.