I think this is the end for me.

I’m so empty without her in my life. The only feeling I feel is the pounding on my chest. The only reason I know I’m alive is the constant heart beat of my aching heart. I’ve never felt so alone, so.. worthless. I no longer long for my dreams to come true. I never noticed but everything I wanted, everything I needed was in front of me. I am now awaiting the kiss of death to let me slowly drift to peace.. god help me.