hey, I think wha tyou are doing is very human and natural — We humans have always been wanderers, nomads or traveled to summer hunting grounds, to winter homes, to spiritual places. Young and old would go on
We are in a era where most of this wnadering has been CLOSED, bought out, violently shut down. Especially since property rights and money rule. We are still trying to box in the last tribes that wander with their flocks.
It seems like you are just wandering, that you have enough friends that like you to invite you in, and that the movement of traveling, the blur, the clarity of found moments, is most healing and alive to you.
..maybe we will all start following our hearts, the wind, meet people from other lands ….