Never Not

Fully available
no matter what
Always here
never not
I only suffer
because I forgot
Wanting other than
what I’ve got
In my own trappings
I get caught
Waging a battle that
musn’t be fought
Searching for that which
needn’t be sought
Learning those lessons that
cannot be taught
I’m a slow learner but
it’s not for naught
As I let go old knowledge
new insight is wrought
When I drop my agendas
I gain the whole lot
No reason to chase 
an elusive jackpot
‘Cuz it’s fully available
no matter what
Always here
never not