HIV scares the shit out of me.

HIV will maybe kill me. I think it will. Tim rote this. I edited it. Simon it was his big project. I think I am in love with Simon. He is never negative. When I am depressed Simon holds me. It was world AIDS days then. Tim gets kicked off every meeting. I hate to go to a meeting with adults. It is so bored. Tim pounds the table. BAM!! BAM!! BAM!! They call for security. We are out. I am glad. Why go to all these meetings when they do not like you? No 1 will lisen. I do not understand all the numbers. Do we really need to know all that? Just find the pill! Juan died. I still can not believe it. I go out to the barn to scream!

James