New Guy On the Block

I am Dequain. I am new. I am the fish. Tim will not let me use no last names. He will let me use my first name. It would be disrespecting me to not let me use my first name. I am trying to follow the rules. I was doing the dutch in the ghetto penthouse. Went four piece psych ward. Nettled up. Lota little black and white faggot boys here. Just because I get my dick sucked don’t make me no faggot. I do not mind these little faggots. I might let them suck it. I got the ninja. Almost died. If they send me back I will drop a dime. Never got buzzed. It is ugly. Never will. No lockdown here. I gota room. I can read and I can write. I am no ones punk and I am not stupid. I saw horses in the barn. I am not no cowboy. They got dogs. No pit bull. I do not think I like no animals.

They make you go to family meetings. It is bullshit. I got nothing to say. These little faggots are not family. My family is dead. I am it. Ninja took the whole house. I do not like that clinic. They think they are running a hole or a meat wagon. They order you around. They think if you are there you are stupid. I take the pills so I am alive. These little faggots do not like the pills. I know why. The pills will trip you out. Why is a little kid tripping. That is fucked up. Tim says I get a camera. I never had no camera. I do not believe it. He is lieing. What does he mean by feelings. I got no feelings. Only to survive.

The cage will control everything you do. I made plates. Here I got a job. I was a cook at IHOP. I will help cook. I am a good cook. It is a lot of responsibility. I can handle it. I will not start a fight but if some faggot mess with me I will fuck him up. You gota fight back or then you are a punk ass faggot bitch. Here you can shower alone. It has been a while since I could shower alone. I better not fuck this up. I want to stay out of the cage. I did not dance in the cage. I will dance in my room. I better not sag to much. I used to sag at IHOP. I want to make a video of me sagging so these little dudes can jack off. In family meetings there are a couple of monkey mouths. I do not lisen to it. I got nothing to say. A couple of these little faggots are psychos. I will try hard to not fuck nobody up. No selling wolf tickets here. It might be safe. Time will tell. This is my second chance, I am afraid I might blow it. I will work hard to not blow it. I gota watch my temper. There is no one on the outside for me. This is it. I hope it works.

Peace

Dequain