CJ HowardA letter to myself: Your tears are killing black people.I know, self. Your heart is breaking for the mothers of sons of color. You are lamenting how unfair this is.May 30, 2020May 30, 2020
CJ HowardI put in my notice. I’m no longer a mom.The 8th Circle of Hell¹ is a Moms Group. You pull into a parking lot awash in minivans. You then proceed to walk into a sea of…Sep 4, 2019Sep 4, 2019
CJ HowardMoving Towards the LightThis spring, I have reveled in every warm spring day. The boy and I have been digging in the mud, throwing rocks, petting flowers, and…Apr 30, 2019Apr 30, 2019
CJ Howard3 Things Your Mom Actually Wants for Mother’s Day (and it’s not flowers or brunch)My eyes fluttered open. The baby was nursing. The birds were chirping. The sun had just peeked over the tops of the trees. What a lovely…Apr 29, 20191Apr 29, 20191
CJ Howard5 Ways to Carve Out Creative TimeRemember the good ol’ days when you could sit down with your paintbrushes after your day job, and just fritter away the hours until you…Apr 2, 2019Apr 2, 2019
CJ HowardOn the Other Side of Postpartum PsychosisA little over a month ago, I was admitted to the hospital.May 3, 20181May 3, 20181