No one likes you when you’re 23…
The on going joke in my friend group was always “No one likes you when you’re twenty three.” who would have thought for me that would be true.
I’m twenty three, divorced with no friends and can’t even finish a degree although I continually try. I am unfortunately my own worst critic. For someone who got a full ride to multiple colleges at the age of 17 and got married at Disney (Yes, the happiest place on Earth) before the age of 23 I have no idea how so much went wrong so fast. I thought I had everything figured out and learned very quickly that life is not always what it seems.
As I sit here writing all I can think about are my multiple failures in the last year. So much went wrong but I have to learn to be stronger. I have to continually tell myself that I have so much more to offer the world and my life will not be cut short because of one bad year.
There are many things I have learned in the past 9 months about myself and I plan to use this blog as a way to express those thoughts and feelings. As someone who suffers from anxiety, suicidal thoughts and severe depression I hope my story will have a positive affect on others who are also suffering.
