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i m sik

Not very severely. Just enough to be tired, to want to sleep constantly. Perhaps I overplay the sickness because I just want to sleep and because I don’t want to push myself anymore

I don’t want to spend hours and hours in the hospital with patients, trying to speak to them and diagnose them to come away with one conclusion — I am inadequate.

So i can’t be certain if I am giving excuses to myself to run away from this rude self-realisation and hide my face in blankets so that it will only be a reality i have to face next week. I only have to work next week. I only have to try harder next week.

(It’s been next week coming for many weeks now)

Sighpie its not as bad as it sounds, but words always dramatise things

I know it will get better it will fall into place as long as i keep working

next week

hahahaha

sigh

in other news, it’s Saturday again — and tomorrow’s Sunday School lesson remains unprepared, uninspired.

Maybe next week