On Crohn’s disease, desirability, and internalized disableism — CN: internalized ableism/disablism (and much of it); gastrointestinal disease/bathroom talk TW: emetophobia. It’s 4:30 on a Thursday morning when I type this. I am in the bathroom. I have Crohn’s disease. Crohn’s disease, if you’re unfamiliar, is a “bathroom disease.” This means, first and foremost, that I spend a lot…