Past

Have you ever done something you wish you didn’t do? Wanted to take it back? Maybe you cheated and ruined your relationship or maybe you did a dare and got hurt cause of it and wished you didn’t do it. Everyone makes mistakes. Every single person.

Especially me.

How people still like me I’ll never know. I’ve hurt so many people and done so much dumb shit I don’t know where to begin. I was not a good person in the past. I still think I’m not now. Yet everyone I’ve hurt has come back and are friends now. I don’t understand. I don’t deserve a lot but what I do deserve is the shit they should be giving me. It doesn’t make sense. They must of forgave too easy or something. I’m too personal and say to much to people I open up to quick and it drives them away. Idk what it is but I don’t deserve the friendship of the people I hurt. Saying sorry doesn’t do a damn thing.

Mistakes were made….now where are the consequences?