I think I will take up this challenge… to blog daily for a year. And maybe this time, it will be different. I have to believe it’s different. I said I was going to do NaNoWriMo and I failed. I said I was going to be more regular in my blogging last year and I failed. But there is hope that this time, it will be different. This time, I will succeed.
And maybe the reason why this is going to change is because for once, I just want to write without censoring myself. I just want to write without thinking about my personal branding. I just want to write for the sake of writing. For once, I’m writing to an audience of one: me. If people want to join in, that would be great. But that would not be the reason why I’m doing this. I don’t have to prove myself to anyone. I don’t have to be anything. I just need to be me.
And maybe that’s why this is so damn scary… I might finally get a chance to see the real me that hides beneath the facades and the masks. Perhaps the real me might show up and to be honest, that kinda scares me.
So here I go… off to an adventure where there might be twists and turns or it might turn out it’s a boring straight line.
Dear real me, wherever you are, whoever you are… I would like to meet you and say hi.
Let’s talk.
Better yet, write me a note.