I just tried to steal something again and got caught again. How fucking smart is that. I hate my fucking self so much. Luckily no arrest this time but it was close. I did manage to get a life time ban on one of the most ubiquitus and useful multi purpose stores in the country. I go there almost all the time! It’s going to be tough coming up with excuses this week about why I can’t go there. Dad’ll be away, thank god, hopefully mom will be at work. After that I don’t know? I love the clothes, it’ll have to be cotton on from now on. I wonder if rhey have one in grahamstown? How am I supposed to do my christmas shopping! Maybe I can make a deal with a particular store in Gtown. Maybe they were exagersting. They wanted to call my parents, I couldn’t let that happen so I gave them my Brother’s no. maybe it won’t go through to brazil? Maybe only whatsapp works and he has a different Brazil number. I sent him a whatsapp saying he is dad js in case, I don’t think he got it. Hopefully he’ll put 2 and2 together if they do get through. Hopefully he wont tell mom and dad if they do get through.I told them my brother’s name for my dad’s so I’m safe there. I hope they won’t find another way to get hold of mom and dad. They’ll be so dissapointed and they’ll never trust me again. They’ll be so hurt! How can I hurt them so much! At sny rate this stops now.