Fixed

I can feel the caffeine buzzing in my veins
With the ceiling as my sky, lamp as the sun
Looking up, yearning fills me
Wishing, begging for you to be here
Long distance is a funny thing
Funny in the way that it actually works
And here I lay with
My heart fixed
Fixed on our memories
Fixed on your brown and gold stained eyes
Fixed on your sun-kissed skin and how my fingers long to touch you
Fixed on your dark natural hair, messy like me
Fixed on your determination, your drive
Fixed on your mouth, your thick accent and warm smile
Fixed on your laugh, your walk 
Fixed on the way you look at me, the way you breathe life into me with every kiss
Fixed on your perfect imperfections and how I have come to love every part of you
Fixed on the way you save me everyday
Fixed on you
Forever