why did you leave us, why did you leave me?

You knew I wasn’t like the rest of them

You knew it would ruin me, didn’t you?

I know I forgave you. But I have to re-forgive you every time I see you.

I pick the scabs from the wounds you left me soul covered in

and my heart

re-breaks

it shatters over and over again

I know God did this for my good, I know I am strong because this happened to me

But seeing your new family kills me

The way you left us… I don’t know how we made it out alive

My kids won’t call you “grandma”

It will be two years since that day

But without you, it’s felt like forever