why did you leave us, why did you leave me?
You knew I wasn’t like the rest of them
You knew it would ruin me, didn’t you?
I know I forgave you. But I have to re-forgive you every time I see you.
I pick the scabs from the wounds you left me soul covered in
and my heart
it shatters over and over again
I know God did this for my good, I know I am strong because this happened to me
But seeing your new family kills me
The way you left us… I don’t know how we made it out alive
My kids won’t call you “grandma”
It will be two years since that day
But without you, it’s felt like forever