the blade, the horror and the turncoat
oh god, what the fuck have i done? fuck. i never meant to hurt anyone.
i miss you so bad and i really need to hear your voice.
i really need someone to hold me.
i’m so scared.
she doesn’t know what she’s gotten herself into.
i love you and i really hope you know that.
something really weird is happening and maybe it’s just coincidence but for four nights in a row i’ve had the exact same dream about drowning and you’re there and although i haven’t been even remotely scared by a dream since i was very young, this one terrifies me and i don’t know why.
well, there was one dream that terrified me. back when we were still together, maybe i never told you, i can’t remember.
i’m really scared by everything that’s happening. i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me or why i keep dreaming the same thing. it’s like something out of one of those cheap-scare paranormal movies and it’s fucking stupid but it’s really strange and i can’t explain it.
i miss you really badly. i need to hear your voice.
fuck, what have i done to her? anything? i don’t know. fuck.
god damn it i miss you.
all i ever wanted was to do things right.
i love you.