Is there a point?
Honestly I haven’t been doing my work at all or putting little to no effort in them. I don’t see the point in doing them because I’m struggling with my suicide ideation most of the time.
And so I think to myself every time I need to do something, if I were to end up killing myself tmr is there still a point in me struggling and trying to do my work today?
And work starts piling up and the thought of having to do it makes me wanna kill myself and escape even more.