Whispers of the Inevitable
A poem of impactful reality

Currently I wish to play the victim as if this role would win me an academy award,
I loathe both the intensity of my emotions and my sensitivity,
Either I’m in a war for love or a war for peace,
I can’t be in two places at once but I try my very best,
I’m the happiest I’ve been in over a decade yet I can see familiar patterns brewing,
I can see me failing once again in the journey to be happy longterm versus the instant gratification I’ve become so accustomed to,
I am lost in my season but found in my same old patterns,
I can’t front, I want my life back,
I need to love myself more,
I need to slow this car down before I injure those around me,
Be that is the king of destiny and the appointed prince of solitude,
I grant my higher self to intervene and prevent the inevitable from occurring,
I allow myself to change,
I give myself permission to love fast yet responsibly,
I approve my petition to be complete on my own,
I embrace my individuality,
I embrace the changes.
