Seeing you in my dreams made you even more a reality. It created a deepening effect within me. Knowing that we will never be, created a numbing sensation that I embody. This feeling.. this urge makes me wonder, makes me curious, in the most profound way. There will always be a sense of longing, I think and growing fascination, that will never cease. I am experiencing feelings that I never knew I had, and you are experiencing life, like you should.