The start

Hi guys, my name is Dagbjört and I’m from Iceland, I know my name is a bit difficult so you can call me Dabba. Pfhh I don’t know where to begin..How about what it was like when I was young.

My parents were addicts when they had me and my twin sister and they promised to never be under the influence of drugs in front of us. But ultimately my father started to use again, the addiction was to strong and he kept his promis and dissapeared leaving my mother alone with us. She got ill when we turned two years old and couldn’t take care of us anymore so we had to go and live with our grandmother. She started using again and found our father.They had another kid and our mother became clean again, but just from the drugs, not the alcohol. Our grandmother didn’t let us go back to our mother till we got five years old and then life got difficult. Really difficult. The same year we got back to our mother me and my twin got sexually abused by a family friend. He was only 13 years old and we five. I told mother about what he did to my sister but never told about me. My father died when I was seven but mother was already with a new man then. He had been with us for two years then. And it wasn’t till I was in 6th grade that I told my stepdad that what happend to my sister happend to my too. My sister had been given help all those years and I non. In 7th grade we both got help, for about 5 moths. It was then when I began to lock myself inside, started to reject my friends and family. Got depressed, anxious, afraid to go out in public, started to miss out in school, work, everything. In 8th grade I got myself a boyfriend, everybody started to make fun of him because he isn’t the best looking guy in the world, my best friend was making jokes, my twin too, my parents, classmates, teatchers, well some teachers. That stopped when I finally punched my best friend in the face. And then I found out that she had been sending him pictures of her self. So the relationship between me and her got ruined. Obviously. But I am still with that same boy.Now I am about to be 17 this year, trying to make myself feel better so I figured to try and find some insperasion hear and I hope that this site will help my find a will to do better.

Thank you so much for reading. And sorry about the english it’s not so good. Will be back tomorrow with some more detales about my life if you are interested :)