May 14
Patty tried to trade me
coded as Aaron Rodgers.
Patty, I HATE WHAT YOU TRIED TO DO TO ME!!!!!
Ignorance of family abuse, cognitive dissonance,
has caused me so much pain.
Patty wanted to hear Jeannot’s accent
to see if he was real.
Patty told me to stop writing my speeches. She said people would think I was crazy.
“People think you are the luckiest girl in the world,” he said.
First off, I’m a WOMAN.
Second, nope. I love Jeannot. I’m not marrying anyone else. I’m not sleeping with anyone else.
Jamie, Merlot does not rhyme with tater tot.
I don’t play football.
I already bought one wedding dress for a wedding which didn’t happen.
Is it a significant detail if his last name was a girl’s name according to American culture? Did anyone inquire what his first name was?
You give me the lips of Liz from DC. You give me the head shake of Beaker. You have made me shake. You have made me stutter.
I have made myself brilliant and strong with Jeannot’s love.
Patty and Geraldine say I can be a size ten since I don’t want to marry leo.
The 2018 car in front of my rental apartment doesn’t belong to me.
Hawaii is too expensive for you?
Will your grandchildren get married?
Will they have kids?
What are you doing while I sleep?
You are trying to erase my connection to Jeannot; however, the half life of love is forever.
The letters I sent to the FBI and NSA and CIA and Robert Mueller went through the US Postal Service.
Maybe you block my emails, but you can’t block the US Postal Service.
Bryan, in real prison, you can’t fuck your way to freedom.
Steve, in real prison, you can’t fuck your way to freedom.
Ron, in real prison, you can’t fuck your way to freedom.
Karla, in real prison, you can’t fuck your way to freedom.
Bryan, Steve, Ron, Karla, in real prison, you get watched 24/7, even when you masturbate.
My relatives and people I knew from college are racists. Some of them kill people. For money.
I am the black sheep of the family.
